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exchanges, shared places and dichotomous envi-
                                                           ronments, ‘white spots’ on the physical and men-
                                                           tal maps of the colonial lived space.
                                                               Next to the copper tray, one of the few
                                                           objects  my  family  brought  back  from  Al-
                                                           geria,  was the  street  of  Dr.  Trolard  in  Algi-
                                                           er, where my father used to live; from the liv-
                                                           ing room table, the street Michelet, not far
                                                           from the flat where my father’s family stayed;
                                                           from  the  stove,  we  found  the  street  of  Bab
               Figure 3: Next to or under the copper tray, the Trolard   Azoun, a place my paternal grandmother of-
               Street in Algiers (source: Photomontage by Michele   ten  mentioned,  asking  me  if  I  remembered
        20     Baussant 2023)                              it too, even though I wasn’t born in Algeria.
                                                           Near the painting of the great-uncle, stood
                                                           Bab el Oued, where my mother grew up; in      ti
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                                                           the bathroom, we were at La Marine, a work-
                                                           ing-class district of Oran; and with the smell
                                                           of oranges, revived La Redoute, the last neigh-
                                                           bourhood my family lived in before leaving.   ta
                                                           More rarely, to evoke a distant expedition, in
                                                           the sand garden just in front of the building,
                                                           Tizi Ouzou, Foum Tataouine, towns in Alge-
                                                           ria that were regarded as very remote. I could
                                                           see that neither the rue de Bab Azoun nor the   di
                                                           rue du Docteur Trolard were there, but I could
                                                           see that they were invisible, that they were not
                                                           there,  and  at  the  same time,  that  they  were
                                                           a real presence that partly shaped our daily
                                                           space and our exchanges. The objects, build-
               Figure 4: Algiers in Créteil (sketch by Michele Baussant   ings, squares and shops that made up the new
               2023)                                                                                     here
                                                           landscape grew out of the home. They partic-
               haunting, ‘unlike trauma, has the particularity   ipated in the production of time spaces put
               of producing a something-to-be-done. It corre-  into perspective, reshaped by an entre-soi, rela-
               sponds precisely to that moment (which can last   tionships that made it possible to read the new
               a long time) when things are no longer in their   world in which they had to rebuild everything
               place, where cracks are revealed, and where dis-  again.
               turbed feelings can no longer be put aside’ (Gor-
               don 2008, 18).                              Mirrored Time And Space
                   This doubt allowed neither blindness nor   Something was broken definitively in Alge-
               the anaesthesia of daily life. Other conscious-  ria and continued simultaneously in France
               ness strata took shape between the apartments’   over there. Everyone left Algeria, and Algeria
               walls (Benvenisti 2002) without real spatial at-  left everyone. And through this double move-
               tachment in the here and now. Few or no images   ment, they all found themselves in the middle                       studiauniversitatis
               fed the imagination, only names, objects that en-  of the Mediterranean, leaving and seeing them-
               gaged the senses, encapsulated spaces engraved   selves left. The Mediterranean became an elas-
               with the memory of the intimacy of homes, daily   tic space, the point from which my interlocutors
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